She hates to think about it, but sometimes..it keeps her up at night. Where did it all go wrong with Smed? The holidays were so good..she now decides...but..
Was she not sexy enough for Smed? Was that the problem? Did she need new underwear? Did she smell OK? She may never know the answers to these questions. And she knows not to ask. She would hate to hear Smed explain it to her.
Besides, he's in love with his video games. She knows she doesn't need a guy like that. She needs someone mature. Considerate. Affectionate. Yes, she needs to remember he was not the perfect boyfriend.