Macy was sure she could sleep, especially since she yawned constantly before bed. However, going to bed was a different story. Thinking about what her Gram had said about the car worried her. She couldn't get it out of her mind, even after a warm shower, a fifteen-minute face mask, and brushing her teeth. It all came back to haunt her that she was definitely not adulting.
Of course, she went back to the kitchen to see if there was a yogurt. If only she could calm down. Yogurt usually helped, but she seemed more awake now than earlier. Still, after brushing her teeth one more time, she finally bedded down, trying not to worry. She kept the lamp on for a while, but staring at the ceiling felt like a punishment, so she turned it off. About two minutes later, her phone lit up. She had it on DO NOT DISTURB, but someone was calling. Her luck, it was Dean. Sometimes, he'd call her out of the blue.
Macy imagined him with some guys from work out at the bar, drinking. She knew he wouldn't be sober, but then she noticed it was Jake, someone she used to work with at the library. She smiled as if it were a late Christmas present or maybe early Valentine's. Deep down, she'd missed their conversations, which generally were during breaktime. Although they'd eaten lunch together a time or so. Those were moments she wished there had been more of. But they were just friends.
"Is it too late to call?" He said he almost hung up.
"It's fine." It had been ages since they last spoke. He'd wanted to know if she'd made it home back then when she'd left Colorado.
"So everything is going OK?" His question was gentle. "I don't know your new address." As always, he was apologetic.
"Yeah, it's cold."
"Same." There was a pause, and he then said. "Do you like it there?"
"I want to."
Jake was the kind of guy she could tell everything to. He wanted to know about L. "That's so great you found someone in the building where you work. Amazing." Macy sensed the smile in his voice. She sighed happily listening to him talk about all the troubles at work and about how many librarians it took to find a book.
"I didn't get in trouble, but almost," he told her. "I had the key to the study rooms and the book sale room and didn't even know it. You think I'm going mental?"
She laughed softly. "No, I think you're overworked and underpaid."
There was something soothing in his voice, and she asked him if he could call her this time tomorrow night. He said, "Of course."
Macy went to sleep that night without a worry in the world.


